Recents events in my life has made pause and re-evaluate. I wish I can write exactly how I feel but I can't.
Before I continue I need to tell the ladies..... Marry a man that doesn't understand sarcasm!!!
Now back to the main issue......COURTSHIP!!!
When you are dating it is like the world is perfect, life can't be any better than that and then he proposes and after the whole excitement your head wakes up and everything is different.
1st it is panic, then fear, then dread, then fear again and finally resolution.
You begin to wonder and question everything. You start to imagine 5-10 years down the road, where you will be! What you would be doing! What would he be doing! What would your kids look like! What kind of life would you be living!
And then you remember when you guys were just dating, how good things were and then things make sense again.
Is this normal or am I just all screwed up inside?
Dr MeeMs
